1/09/2024 I like to be by myself again now. For awhile I strictly preferred your presence and for another while I was in search of a presence to replace yours.  Now I’ve just started to enjoy my own more.  And I’ve always been one for extremes but I wish I could spend all my time…

12/29/2023 You told me that I need to remember us for all the bad that we were. I wish I could because it may make this as easy for me as it has been for you.  You told me that I can’t remember you for all the good times we had, all the laughs we…

11/12/2023 I haven’t slept in months, but last night I had a nightmare that you were gone. It made me realize to which extreme I’ve likely been rather invulnerable to the world lately. You were here and nothing bad could happen, but last night I had a nightmare for the first time in a long…

10/24/2023 Sometimes I say “I don’t know if I want to get married” and it’s like I’ve completely forgotten that every night when I climb into bed I long for there to be someone else there doing it with me. That the cosmic phenomenon of life in itself is so fascinatingly overwhelming, and how lovely…

8/12/2021 If memories are stored in the location they took place then why when I have made hundreds of memories in my room does the only one that comes to mind is the night you so innocently held me as we slept. The feeling of your arms wrapped around me, your skin stretched on mine,…